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[14 Aug 2008|11:30pm]

bloodred1889
[ mood | hyper ]

name: jade or bloodred


age: 21 going on 8


diegnosis: fibromyagia(fm) its like chronic fatuige syndrome and all over pain all in one, wiki it thats the easiest things to do.
bipolar disorder (manic depression) mixed state, meaning im manic and depressed at the same time.


treatment: well that depends i could give you all the drugs i have been given for my condition or just the ones im on now.
ill list all of them and tell you which im on now. ones with a * next to them im on now.
ibeprofen/ paracetamol
codeine 8mg
paramol (OTC 7mg dihydracodeine+ paracetamol)
co-proxamol (dextropropoxyphene + paracetamol)
co-codamol (8mg codeine+paracetamol)
co-dydramol (10mg dhc+paracetamol)
remadine (20mg dhc+paracetamol)
remadine forte (30mg dhc+paracetamol)
df118s (30mg dhc NO paracetamol)
methadone (30ml used for heroin addiction, painkiller)
dosulapin (anti depressant)
amytripiline (anti depressant with sedative effect)
fluoxetine (prozac) *
diclofex (anti inflamatory)
lodine (slow releese anti inflamatory)
valium (diazepam 2mg)
Dextromethorphan cough syrip can be used for fibromyalgia
diphenhydramine (OTC sleep aid 50mg) *
tramadol (100mg slow relelse opioid)
clonazepam 0.5mg (benzo hypnotic sedative and anti cunvusant) *
carbanmiazepam (anticunvulsant)
oramorph 5ml/10mg (morphine sulphate liquid form)
imodium (OTC relife for dihorea)
zopiclone (7.5mg sleep aid) *

OTC= other the counter
DHC= dihydracodeine
benzo= Benzodiazepines



about me: well im an art student, studying photography at the arts institute bournemouth, ive been in art college for 5 years because well thats the only thing im good at, dont even talk to me about maths.. lol.
the list of drugs above were taken over a period of about 6 years, i was on df118s for a year and had to come off using temgesic which is like methadone to combat withdrawels. all the other stuff i was on breifly.
genrally my doctors are assholes and dont listen and only now am i getting listened to. and in my time i have abused drugs and taken illeagal ones too.
ive never taken heroin or coke or any of the really hard ones, but i have taken lsd and mushrooms and they still remein my favorite, if you think im this way because of drug induced psychosis your wrong because i had all this way before i ever took drugs.

so anyway thats me, if you want to get to know me more just shout

-jade
:D

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[20 Jan 2000|05:40pm]

beauprincesse
[ mood | blehh ]

Hi, this is my first post and as such...

name: Loren
age: 17
diagnosis: anorexia, depression, self-harm
treatment you've received and how long you've been treated: I'm not receiving any treatment right now, mostly because the people around me are deliberatly blind and they think I'm already cured. It all started when I was 13, I received treatment then, and now I'm back to this. Well, I just hope that I can find the support I need here. Thanks in advance.

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[20 Aug 2005|02:49pm]

ex_rachelsar777
Hey everyone,

My name is Rachel Sarah, and I just created this new community rainbowsofhope. It was created as a place where you can talk about your problems and make friends along the way. Please feel more than free to join.

My appologies if this sort of thing isn't allowed.
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[29 Mar 2005|05:31pm]

blackdublinski
name-ally
age-17
diagnosis-depression, self harm, anorexia and bulimia
treatment-currently getting some individual therapy with my psychiatrist, am on double dosage of prozac, family therapy and I see a dietician. feeling much less tearful on the pills and have fattened up a bit. not happy about that.
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[18 Dec 2004|10:24pm]

kookiemaster
Kookiemaster, female, 26, reaseach economist for the government

Diagnosis : adjustment disorder, then major depression, then chronic depression, then chronic depression with psychotic feature and finally (and the only one I agree with) Schizoid personality disorder with depressive features.

Treatment (over the past 3 years) : Effexor 300mg, Celexa 10mg, Trazodone 50mg, Seroquel 100mg, Zyprexa 5mg. Lots of psychotherapy, inkblot test, MMPI-2 test, a few psychiatrists ... all this to find that I'm not really sick ... I only get depressed when I try to force myself to be that which I am not : a social person. I also found out that those "psychotic features" were just a part of the SPD ... when I get stressed or tensed or just bored out of my mind I see stuff but I'd rather live with my little visual illusion than be the zombie that I was on the Zyprexa ... I was barely able to type on a computer and it gave me seizures.

I've managed to quit the Effexor cold turkey and this x-mas I'm going to try to quit the Celexa ... which is the last med that I'm on. The less I fight my own inner nature (no matter how strange it may be to others), the happier I get. I only wish it didn't take that long for me to find out what the heck was wrong with me. I also owe my salvation to my pets ... they are the sunshine in my storms ... the joy of my life and the one rope that holds me to life and keeps me from commiting suicide. Funny how such little creatures could be more effective than hundreads of pills and thousands of dollars of psychotherapy.
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[13 Nov 2004|02:48pm]

forever_ender
name: Lacy
age: 22
diagnosis: severe major depression with cutting. ADHD. PTSD, fracture mind...
treatment you've received and how long you've been treated: Currently... no treatment. Which is probably a bad thing. Started therapy at age 9.. continued until 19.. psychologists and psychiatrists, in and out of a few institutions, Was on Adderall and a few other medicines.. I think at once point I was up to 12 pills a day of various medications.

Decided it's time to chat with others that can possibly relate.
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[10 Nov 2004|12:08pm]

broken_angel627
Hey girls. I have just created a new community for people with any eating disorder. You can do whatever you want there. Post thinspiration, share tips, whatever...please join. I want it to be a safe place for us all to go.

http://www.livejournal.com/community/_brokenangels/
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hey hey hey [19 Oct 2004|08:48am]

bipolar_chic
[ mood | content ]

wonderland.....I feel like I am drifting around in wonderland sometimes. Lets see how many new meds my doc puts on me today and the we will really see about wonderland.

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[23 Aug 2004|08:58pm]

sassyassy
[ mood | depressed ]

Name: Hannah, 17 Years old
Diagnosis: ADHD combined type, comorbid anxiety (mainly social)
Treatment: I have tried wellbutrin, strattera, adderall, and am currently taking imipramine.

I know this is my first time posting, and I apologize for jumping in and asking questions so quickly. But I have a few...sry.
Has anyone else get really bad nightmares with Tofranil/Imipramine? Ive seriously never had a nightmare that I can remember in my whole life until I started taking it. Plus I can only sleep about 7 hours a night. And I feel really strange about an hour after taking- like wierd crazy thoughts about words and numbers and objects having feelings and being sort of live. i cant explain it really. Has anyone else had these effects from it? Should I call the Dr about this, or just wait til late Sept til my appointment? God I just want to get off this medicine...grrr.
(x-posted)

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hey 'yall [25 Jun 2004|04:39pm]

aloneinthedark9
name - russell
age -15
diagnosis -burning, occasional cutting and drinking
treatment you've received and how long you've been treated - none)nobody knows about my burning and drinking
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[11 Jun 2004|09:14am]

perfect_damnit
hey im new here and this community looked...safe...anyway here's my info...
name - ana
age - 16
diagnosis - i have little problems...and no problems...pill addition, burning, and starting to cut...and of course depression...
treatment you've received - i have a psychiastrist and a therapist....im taking tranquilizers, lexapro, and two other pills but i cant remember what their called
and how long you've been treated - about a month..month and a half or something.

i just dont understand why the doctors are giving me so many pills when they know that i have a pill addiction...its pissing me off. anyway yea..just wanted to introduce myself. if anyone wants to chat just add me and comment (on my one entry in my journal-LOL) and ill add you back. (i just switched journals so i havent written anything yet). LOL talk to you all later.
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hiii [03 May 2004|03:14pm]

jadedredhead
hi i wanted to join a community... i looked through tons of them dealing with problems and stuff. and then i came across why wonderland. it's small and seems nice. and i love alice in wonderland. although.. it might not have anything to do with it. but.. hi everyone! i guess... should i describe my problems next? i don't really know what to do.


and... i just realized that this place hasn't been updated in awhile.. maybe this isn't a good idea?
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[03 Jan 2004|11:12am]

uncertainwords

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[18 Dec 2003|01:02am]

bisoumouchette
I went to my physician last Thursday, and he said I may be put on Lexapro. HOWEVER, I need to wait for my thyroid results. Then we need to make an appt and talk about dosage/medication and after a while of getting on my thyroid pill again, if I'm not feeling better in any way, I may want to consider the antidepressant. I never knew how much that would really suck. But I may know soon. I have about 3 months....*grrr*
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[02 Dec 2003|05:10pm]

uncertainwords
hi :)
name - Erin
age - 22
diagnosis - anorexia nervosa, bipolar depressive disorder (bipolar II), seasonal affective disorder
treatment you've received and how long you've been treated-total of 9.5 months in IP at Oceanaire. one stay for 5 months one stay for 4.5.
currently see a dietician, a therapist, and attend 2 support groups.
in a bit of a relapse.
being threatened with hospital.
scared scared scared.
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hi [21 Jun 2003|08:31pm]
9mentionaca
[ mood | bored ]

Hi. I joined this board the other day. My name's Laurie. I'm an 18 year old sophomore at SUNY Geneseo.

diagnosis- I've been able to avoid all treatment.
I keep my disordered thinking to myself. I started with mia, until i was able to get into Ana. I don't have the will power or the means anymore, so now I just count calories, take pills, and hate myself when I eat.

lowest weight- 84
highest weight- about 126
current weight- 110

mood- fat. always too fat.

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no body gives a damn about me or anybody else [11 May 2003|08:03pm]

jezebelx
[ mood | cold ]

i realized i shoudl probably post my information up here as well...

name - tara/gwen, whatever you prefer
age - 16
diagnosis - NOS eating disorder and depression of some sort or something of another, ive never been in treatment long enough for them to make a diagnosis of that extent, but they have made guesses of either bpd or bipoar, leaning more towards bpd now. *shrug* i don't particularly care what the have to say about me, whatever

treatment you've received and how long you've been treated- i've been in and out of therapy for the past 2 years, i've had my eating disorder since i was about 12 and started self injuring around then too. i've had a bed ready for me in the refrew center in phili for me 3 times but i've pulled out all three cause my mother doesn't know how to function at home without me.

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welcome [11 May 2003|03:35pm]

jezebelx
hello and welcome to why_wonderland. i'm the moderator, tara, you can visit my live journal here jezebelx. if you have and questions feel free to ask me. xoxo
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